It's not easy to be Me...

Now my journey in Emergency & Trauma Department of Hospital Queen Elizabeth start on 18. July.2011 as Assistant Medical Officer (AMO). Nervous, a bit stress because of the new surrounding and management...but it's not a big problem because how hard it is i'll try to learn it slowly..thanks to all  senior that helping me so much..i can't pay your deeds only God can pay all your kindness.

I'm glad because i have 39 of friend here..they r such happening, supporting, caring, and etc..thank God because gave me such a great companion.

For now i'm happy too because most of the staffs were kind and accepting as as a new staff, and they ready to help us in time of need.

There is lots of thing that i need to polish in terms of skills, knowledge and everything that related to my job..hope i can be a Good AMO to save people's life.

Now i have to let my physical n mental to adapt with the new place especially the shifting duty. now 3 days of work done pm duty, and 2 times of night duty. Although it was a tough and tiring but it's such a nice experience for me. hope i can  handle if the problems comes.

The Secret Behind Of Ridz

My parents gave my name as Mohd Ridzuan Bin Saribu Kuat who grew up in a small village named as Kg.Kelanahan which is located in Papar, Sabah Land Below The Wind. Was born in 24.April.1990 and now i'm 20 years old already. I'm just a simple guy who love his family and willingly to sacrifice anything just for them, love his friends, like outdoors activity, hangout with friends, songs lover, arts lover,like to sing very much till one of my friend called me as a toilet singer haha..even though i know my voice is not good as singer, like fashion very much, eating, and chatting. ok now i want to tell u a  bit of my secret, i think not everyone know about this. Actually i have lots of ambition. I still remember when i say i'll be an astronaut one day and my friend laugh at me..hmm..and i'm just keep silent. Dentist is one of my ambition also but i cant reach there coz i quit my matriculation to get a better choice and i will tell u later why i stop there. I'm interested to be a teacher also coz i like to talk, enjoy, and i think to be a teacher is a relax job. But other than that actually i'm interested also in modeling may be an actor or celebrity..haha..its only in my dream that can't be reality. enjoy taking pic, and someone ever told me that i have an exotic face really? but i have to stand on my own world now i'm a Assistant Medical Officer trainee and will start working after 6 month later.. my life is not easy as other people think of me.. there is much of pain and sad, sometimes may be i'm just hidden it and keep on smiling..but it doesn't mean i'm ok actually i'm break inside..but thanks to Allah coz still love me and care for me untill now alhamdulillah, i have my family that support me and i have friends that help me and keep me smile. i never regret what my job is coz i think its my destiny and i enjoy to be an Asistant Medical Officer (AMO) also known as Medical Assistant (MA) and i'll talk about my job later. Ok now we move on to the other story, my prinsiples are 1. simply accept someone's forgiveness after they did wrong.
2. Honesty is d best policy..once u broke my principle u wont get it.
3.dont try to test my patience..actually i can smile..n patience enough to control my emotion but i have my own limit and i like peace. Actually i wanna live in harmony and peaceful life and wanna see our world in peace but it cant be happen. Actually i cant see people in trouble, hate argument, hate hypocrite people, hate friend that trow away their friend...ok now try me if u dare u'll know what will happen..hate snobbish, and etc..hehe it such a long essays n i'll continue later k..bye good night

Song that can make me smile

when i'm bored  this song make me smile i don't know why but i can feel the power of this song that lead me to smile..i think when i'm sad may be this song can cure me..hope so.. n i hope u also feel the same..

Opening Of My Blog

Today is 20.Dec.2010 and this is the 1st day i wrote my blog and now is 10.20pm. Actually i'm interested to write all about me and i think this site is what i'm searching for to share and make stories about me. so i hope all my friends out there can support me because this is my 1st time here..